Here's How TO Get Your Copy of Am I Actually Autistic?

Nota Bene: We want you to get the book, but it is not available yet to the general public. I am not promoting our book on Amazon though you will see it there listed at a ridiculous price. Please don't buy it there! It is there only because that's where everyone searches for books and it takes you here because we want to incentivize you to be a part of our Oligarch-free book launch. Current paying supporters of Autistic Culture Podcast can get their copy here.

What's the Book About & Why Should You Get it?

Am I Actually Autistic? is your guide to processing the identity shock of a late-in-life autism discovery and unmasking in a world that never saw you clearly. It’s not just a book—it’s a mirror, a toolkit, and a cultural touchstone for late-diagnosed or self-identified adults navigating the aftermath of realization.

Written by Dr. Angela Kingdon, a late-diagnosed Autistic woman and host of The Autistic Culture Podcast, this guide blends practical tools with personal insight to walk you through what happens after you suspect—or confirm—you’re Autistic. No gatekeeping. No pathologizing. No puzzle pieces.

Inside, you’ll find:

  • A clear, step-by-step self-identification process based on rigorous psychometric tools
  • Cultural insight that reframes autism from disorder to identity
  • Validation for those who’ve masked for decades and still wonder, Do I really count?
  • A compassionate deep dive into unmasking, imposter syndrome, and Autistic burnout
  • Joyful exploration of Autistic traits, strengths, and community

Whether you're newly questioning, quietly self-diagnosed, or formally identified but still reeling, this book will help you move from what if? to hell yes—on your own terms.

Created for listeners of The Autistic Culture Podcast, this is not an introduction to autism. It’s the next step. A resource for those ready to go deeper. A validation of what you already know in your bones. And an invitation to finally exhale.

The Book is NOT for sale to the general Public, Yet! - But there is a Way You Can Get it!

You can get the ebook and audiobook for $8, and add the print book for another $15. To get it, all you have to do is choose a paid subscription option on our Substack page and the book will be delivered to you.

Almost everything we put on our Substack page is free, but you have the opportunity to make a financial contribution to keeping it that way. If you do that, we will give you some bonuses including this book. We want to show the community that it's possible to succeed as an author without Amazon.

Wait, IS IT??? 🤞🏽

Yes, I'll Join the Autistic Culture Substack Membership. Send Me A FREE Copy Of This Guide!

What's in the Membership?
When you become a podcast supporter for as little as $8 per month (or $80 annually), you’ll receive:

  • Immediate access to a PDF of the book via email - Subject line: 'Welcome to Autistica'
  • Private podcast with the audiobook, personally narrated by Angela (Runs weekly April - May 2025. Fully binge-able June and beyond)
  • The option to purchase a print copy for just $15. (This is just to cover our printing and shipping cost.)
  • Regular live Q&A group video calls where you can talk to Angela about anything
  • An invitation to participate in Angela's Neurodivergent Narratives weekly writing contests and virtual writing circle to process your identity
  • The opportunity to submit a personal essay, poem, or piece of art to our Annual Literary Volume, Neurodivergent Narratives Yearbook
  • Exclusive Access to the Podcast's Private Book Club
  • Early Access to videos from each podcast episodes
  • Discounts on all our merchandise and live events


This unique approach allows us to keep our work authentic, independent, supportive of the Autistic community, and free from corporate gatekeeping and profiteering. We know it's easier to buy a book on Amazon, but with a little effort, you CAN get the ebook + audiobook for $8; and the print book + ebook + audiobook for $23. Plus, it comes with a ton of other benefits and the clean conscience of knowing you said a little F you to Bezos.

Step 1

First, you are going to go to this page and PROBABLY see this screen. You'll need to enter your email and select subscribe.

Step 2

Next, pick your membership type. Any membership except "none" will get you the book.

I Don't Listen to podcasts. I Don't Get substack. I don't want to join Your membership.

- I just want to buy the book. -

We’re thrilled you're interested in buying the book, and we're not trying to pressure you into joining our community. The Autistic Culture Substack isn't just a podcast; it's a community committed to defining Autistic Culture, and the book is a gift for members. There is a place online where you can just get the book. It will cost MORE this way than if you join for a month on Substack, but here is a link where you can purchase just the book: https://books.by/autisticculture.

If you just want to get on our notification list, you can join Substack for free and get all the updates by following the 2 steps above and selecting none.

Click the button below to join our Substack as a paying supporter. Once you do, we'll send you a copy of the book, instantly!

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So What's The Autistic Culture Podcast About?

The Autistic Culture Podcast explores the vivid and diverse world of autistic identity and neurodivergent storytelling. Hosted by Angela Kingdon, each episode uncovers compelling personal narratives, cultural insights, and empowering conversations tailored especially for late-diagnosed autistic adults navigating the transformative journey of embracing their authentic selves. From thought-provoking interviews to in-depth discussions, our episodes challenge stereotypes, build community, and highlight autistic culture beyond clinical labels. Whether you're newly diagnosed, deeply familiar, or simply curious about autism through an affirming lens, this podcast offers meaningful connection, insightful exploration, and a celebration of neurodivergence through stories that resonate deeply and authentically. Find us on:

Substack

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YouTube

Listen & Learn:

  • How Autistic culture shapes the world – from special interests and sensory experiences to our influence on media, advocacy, and social change.
  • Practical strategies for living authentically Autistic, with expert advice and firsthand experiences on thriving in a neurotypical world.
  • Deep dives into fascinating Autistic passions, covering topics like Broadway, vampires, historical reenactments, and more through an Autistic lens.

Authors and Autistic Culture Podcast Host, Dr. Angela Kingdon.

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